Anonymous discussion · Overwhelmed
My close friend put his placement offer in the class group today
My close friend put his placement offer in the class group today. I’m happy for him, but honestly I felt sick seeing it because I’m still saying “preparing” when I haven’t even finished the basics properly. I kept changing my study schedule and calling it a plan. Now I’m wondering if I’m actually not ready, or just scared to apply and find out. Family keeps asking for some update and I have nothing clear to tell them. Part of me even wished there was some problem with my friend’s offer. I feel bad thinking that. Should I start applying broadly now, even for roles I’m not fully interested in, or keep this remaining time for the one role I actually want? I’m tired of planning without any proof that I can clear even one process.