Anonymous discussion · Anxious
The application page has been open beside a steel glass of water for almost an hour
The application page has been open beside a steel glass of water for almost an hour. Reasoning notebook is under my phone, untouched. New form came today. Fee is not much for some people, but I have to ask at home. I already told my mother this was the final serious attempt and that syllabus was nearly done. It is not done. Last six months have been very irregular. A junior from the reading room said he cleared a related prelim. I was happy for him and jealous also. I almost replied that my preparation is going well, then deleted it. Has anyone submitted one more form in this situation, knowing they may lose another year? Or started a normal job and continued later? Please don’t just say stay positive. I keep waiting for one good week to prove I can still do this.