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Curd rice ka packet abhi bhi spreadsheet ke side mein pada hai
Curd rice ka packet abhi bhi spreadsheet ke side mein pada hai. 9 baje se pehle payment-delay list bhejni hai, aur formulas check karte time ek old staffing tab mein mera naam highlighted dikha. Probably kuch nahi tha, woh tab maine hi banaya tha, but stomach ekdum weird ho gaya. Do months se delayed reimbursements, hiring cancel, har normal expense justify karna. Aaj manager bol raha tha roles kaun extra work le sakte hain if team shrinks. Main hi vendor payments 30 days push karne ka plan bana raha hoon. Strange hai, company ko safer banane mein help kar raha hoon aur apni job safe hai ya nahi woh bhi nahi pata. Teammate ko last week reassurance mila tha, Friday ko access handover kar diya. CV update karke jobs dekhi thi, but mostly salary current se lower thi, so band kar diya. Quit karna practical nahi hai—rent, ghar pe contribution, savings sab current salary pe hai. Flatmate electricity bill ke liye reminder bhej raha hai. Parents ko bataunga toh ya toh panic karenge ya bolenge tolerate karo, salary toh aa rahi hai. Kya log repeated runway reviews ke through rahe hain? Official layoff announcement ka wait karna better hai ya abhi se seriously search start karna, even if offers lower ho? Part of me chahta hai announcement jaldi ho jaye, at least ye uncertain middle khatam ho.