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Pata nahi ye normal hai ya nahi… shop chal rahi hai, main roz khol raha hoon, customers bhi hain, phir bhi account dekh ke lagta hai bas paise idhar-udhar kar raha hoon

Pata nahi ye normal hai ya nahi… shop chal rahi hai, main roz khol raha hoon, customers bhi hain, phir bhi account dekh ke lagta hai bas paise idhar-udhar kar raha hoon. Aaj ek regular wholesale customer ne payment phir postpone kar di. Banking app mein kal ke auto-debits dikh rahe hain aur balance almost khatam ho jayega. Wife ne casually poocha school payment ho gaya? Maine haan bol diya, kyunki schedule toh kiya tha… fund nahi kiya. Ab supplier ko time par pay karun, ghar ka debit bachau, ya wife ko bolun ki school payment kuch din rukegi. Last month bachche ki school savings se stock liya tha, aadha hi wapas kar paya hoon. Ye baat bhi nahi batayi. Ghar mein sabko lagta hai shop roz khul rahi hai toh paisa aa raha hoga. Papa repair ke liye pooch rahe hain, bhai kabhi-kabhi same ghar ke pool se le leta hai. Galti kisi ki poori nahi hai, par automatic backup main hi hoon, aur customer ko payment delay karne mein koi problem nahi. Main low-margin orders bhi le raha hoon bas shop active dikhe. Practical nahi hai, pata hai. Kabhi-kabhi koi expense cancel ho jaye toh relief hota hai, phir guilt bhi hota hai. Kya business chalate hue bhi aisa financial fear reh sakta hai, ya main bas situation ko unnecessarily kheench raha hoon? Wife ko aaj full truth bolna chahiye kya?

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